OH DEAR GOD PLEASE HELP ME!

i'm doing a gp essay now. i'm supposed to pick from a choice of 11 topics. so i picked, "Do you agree that copyright laws make life BETTER for everyone?" and i wrote the introduction, on what a copyright is. i'm trying to research on how drug patents have brought about negative consequences on third-world countries now. i need concrete evidence! why am i making so much effort? cos i really can't stand to see those sucky gp grades vandalising my essays anymore! but i just can't concentrate. and i'm getting drowsy with boredom. it's only a gp essay.

i really hate making decisions. what clothes to wear. what gp essay topic to write on. where i should hail a taxi from. which shampoo to buy. which event to go for. what food to choose from the menu. what to do with my life..???!!

it's only a gp essay. get a grip.