i don't have much time left to sleep. and i'm feeling really tired. so this is gonna be short. i don't know about sweet.

first day of work today. it's so strange sitting infront of a desk the whole day. surrounded by people doing the same. it appears like a very ordinary normal human thing to do. but to me, it's just plain strange.

and i miss bumming! i never hated it. it's funny how i was so envious of them who had jobs. but i can't complain now because i made this choice because i felt i had to. but it just seems so....stupid. i have no better word. or range of vocabulary. which is also true.

the only unfun thing about bumming now is that there are very few bummers left. and i have just reduced the bumforce. i'm sorry!

another strange day at work doing strange human things tomorrow. i might be coming down with the peter pan syndrome. hmmmm....