as the prelims draw nearer, it's starting to weigh down more on me. not the prelims, but the big question/s. what next? where to? and what the hell do i do with my life? it's really hard for me to make decisions cos the grass always seems so much greener on the other side. it seems like no matter which side i'm on, i'm always looking everywhere else except at where i am. maybe i should just enjoy the flowers where i am. but what if there were nicer ones some other where? get what i mean? and this "what ifs" have been speckling my life to a great extent, which usually just leaves me in stagnant water. yes, i've said it before. the perfect breeding ground for bloodsuckers.

so whenever i need to make a decision, even if it's just deciding which extra value meal to buy at macs, i pull my hair out over it. i mean, the doublecheese might be more worth it that the mcnuggets, right?

oh help. haha. SOMETIMES i wish i didn't have decisions to make and choices to choose from. it's just too much of a headache. but right now though, i choose to listen to some basketcase by green day. toodles!

do you have the time
to listen to me whine
about nothing and everything
all at once
i am one of those
melodramatic fools
neurotic to the bone
no doubt about it!!! ;)