when you're in love, your world gets turned upside-down. your schedule goes haywire. your priorities get all mixed up. your heart always seems to be in knots. it's as easy to make you cry as it is to make you smile. you don't even see right anymore. basically, you get all messed up and undone inside.

so why do people keep falling in love anyway?

life was so much simpler and neater when we were all just friends. it was...easier! yet, why aren't we contented just being friends? why, when we already know the mess that will be created and the pain we will not be able to avoid if we do otherwise? what is it with us?

is it the law of the universe? entropy? everything tends to chaos? and yet everything tends to stability? huh? so is it in chaos that we are stable? free radicals zooming past each other at high speeds, then colliding into each other, till we get all charged up again? and then it repeats over and over again?

it's so strange, don't you think? reminds me of that song, Buses and Trains by Bachelor Girl some few years back. getting hit by buses and trains and wanting to do so again simply because it felt so good. whacked, huh?

relationships are one of the most perplexing and intriguing things i have ever come across. i'm world-class aunt agony for affairs of the heart but when it's my heart that's involved.....