there are some days i wish would never happen. some days i wish i to totally eradicate from my mind. some things i wish never took place. some things i wish would. sometimes i just wanna run away from everything and everyone. from all the people who....i don't know.

but my heart was heavy today. and still is. and i don't know what to do about it. a heavy heart makes people sigh, it made me sigh a couple of times today. all that possitivity, i sometimes i wonder where the hell i got it all from. and now i wonder where the hell it all went...

i'm at a loss. i really don't know what to do.