it's been raining since afternoon, but i'm not complaining. just returned from taking my dog, Reno Rally Royal, from his walk. that dog really behaves like some royal highness. quite annoying, and yet, cute all at once that you can't really stay mad at him for long. and it was such a fresh feeling, walking under my red umbrella in the rain with my Reno. The roads and pavements were empty, noone in sight, besides the occasional car driving by. it felt like the night, the raindrops and the cool breeze were all mine. and this is also the reason why i love the nights. it's like everything's just mine, as though the moon, the trees, the stars, the clouds, the symphony of the crickets and the toads, were all created especially for me. around me, all are asleep. they're missing out on something really beautiful. the night and its calm and stillness. i love it.

but they don't understand. they tell me to sleep early so that i can wake early. but i was never really a morning person. they say the most productive pple are the ones who are early to bed and early to rise. they say it's been proven. yea, they're right probably. they say that i'm cutting short my experience of life in the daylight hours. i agree.

but i don't want to cut short my experience of life in the twilight hours. those moments are special, almost sacred. i guess it's just me, always trying to make a coin or a fish more than what they appear to be, simply because it's that magic which makes this life more bearable for me to live. and maybe even makes me look forward to living it.

life's pretty good. a new week's started on a brighter note. nice fresh start. though i'm slightly nervous about what tomorrow brings, i trust that it's all gonna be good. cos all these moments now will lead up to the next moment which will lead up to the one after. and then, we'll finally see the reason and purpose for all this.

lalala : Fresh Feeling by the Eels