a tribute to phaemie

first and foremost, happy birthday phaemie!!!
(ok her birthday is actually on the 26th of february.)

phaemie is a very special and unique person. though she is thousands of miles away from me right now, she never seems too far away. she always tries to be there for me and cheers me up despite the fact that she may be crying or fuming inside. she is beautiful the way she is; her quirks and her obsessions and the things she finds amusing and the way she drives and the observations she makes and the stories she tells and the urges she gets and the ideas she comes up with and....and....and i could go on forever.

i miss her alot. sometimes i walk past her estate and have this urge to go and ring her doorbell or give her a call to ask her whether i can come over or whether she would like to just go hang out. then i remember that she's there and i'm here. or when i'm down and out and wish there is someone to talk to, i think of her. but again, i remember that she's there and i'm here. thank goodness for the internet, where we can both be there and here at the same time or i will probably be driven to take a plane down to charlottesville, virginia to kidnap phaemie and bring her home!

but anyway, i can't express enough how grateful i am to have ever been blessed with the gift of phaemie in my life. i don't know why i deserve her but she's definitely proof that someone out there loves me enough to put her in my life! this is getting so sappy. maybe it's cos i'm a bit tipsy now and it's 2.39am in the morning.

but what i'm trying to say, phaemie...is that i love you! enjoy whatever is left of your birthday and this life. may god bless you with peace, love and joy in your heart always!!