oooh...had my 5 seconds of fame today. they love me! they really do!!

ndp was so fun! kick ass! but i guess i really enjoyed it cos i was on tv!! close-up! for a few seconds! i'm a star! yes, you can kiss my....

ok, i'm aching all over. all those queues! all the walking! won't miss those! in fact i was so happy i had to go through the bag-check cos i got a few seconds in that air-con tent! after the parade was torture...carrying all these heavy bags and goody bags and walking through all those people...crowds really frustrate me. i hate walking in the wisma,taka underpass on sat afternoons. sometimes i wonder where all these people come from. my gosh. i feel like punching everyone in front of me. i get these really violent instincts. i swear a monster is released in me everytime i'm in a crowd. and boy is it tough keeping it at bay. good thing about the crowds today though..they moved. haha. whatever. bottomline...stay away from crowds....unless it's worth it. =P

sometimes it's really hard to stay positive when people around you are not. and you know they have a point. so you try to look at things in their way and you realise, there is some truth in theirs. then you start questioning your own. and then you start doubting everything. but then, you come across people who remain unfazed and positive even in the midst of all this negativity and hate and bitterness. and you realise, hey, it's possible. there's still some truth in your truth. you can still be happy and you can still love in such a crazy, angry, hurtful world. cos it's not them. it's you. so i'd like to thank and commend all these people who, consciously or unconsciously, inspire me and constantly remind me to appreciate the art of appreciation and gratitude. all it takes is a snap of the fingers. -snap-

snap out of it.