a whole day of studying tomorrow. i shouldn't be up now. i'm damn sleepy and i couldn't sleep much last night for some reason. but, i was sitting on my toilet bowl just now, and for the first time ever, in MY toilet....i saw a.....COCKROACH!!! aargh!! disgusting, yucky, fowl thing!

i was doing my usual past time before my shower. just sitting on the toilet bowl and letting my mind wander. then i see this thing moving amidst my clothes on the floor. i think..must be my imagination. but i see it moving again. then the movement takes a form and it turns out to be a bloody baby cockroach. oh yuck, gross!!! don't dare go back to my room now. how am i going to sleep tonight? oooooh, God, why do cockroaches exist? they always appear at the weirdest times when i stand alone. like fear. at least it wasn't a huge flying one like the last time i went down in the middle of the night to get some water. oh great, there's a stupid bug on my monitor now. go away! can u read? i'm telling u to go away! apparently not.

too sleepy to blog anything sensible. later!