i don't get it. i don't know why i'm so happy. or how i got through the week. given all that happened the week before.

but i'm happy about that.

i love the fact that some things elude my understanding. i love the fact that i don't know everything. i love the fact that the universe is so big. and the fact that i am but a mere speck. i love the fact that learning will never stop. i love the fact that i'll never be able to listen to all the possible permutations 7 notes of music can make in one lifetime. i love the fact that it'll take forever to read all the books in the world. i love the fact that there is sooooo much to discover about just one person, and what more all the people in the world. i love the fact that i don't always get what i want, as painful as it seems and feels. i love the fact that i'm not perfect and will never have everything. i love the fact that it's not always a bed of roses.

i love the fact that life is so much more than all this and that i am so small and yet, so vital for living.

thank you, mister god! it's all so overwhelming and breathtaking...all of it...