someone give me toothpicks, or safety pins, or anything to keep these eyelids open! on second thought, don't. it's painful just thinking of these painful ways to keep my poor, beaten eyes open and alert. i just leave my eyes idle and they focus off into the distance and it looks like i'm really paying attention to you and am totally interested in what you're saying, but i've actually fallen asleep long ago. that's what they call sleeping with your eyes open...

business processes in the morning. i came in late after spending $21.50 ($21.50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) on cabfare, which usually costs $8.00 ($8.00!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) thanks to ERP and the rain and the traffic jam and the taxi booking fee. but really, if you think about it, it's actually thanks to SHIREEN for not waking up earlier and taking the bus. i totally ignored my alarm at 7am and the reminder alarm to collect money for my books at 7.25am and it totally slipped my mind i had to go for class! then, eileen replied my message with i had sent her last night at 7.52am and the message alert tone got me jumping out of bed in a shock. for a moment, i felt time had stopped and i was not in my own body and i was wondering what i had to do. CLASS!! so i rushed through my shower and was calling a cab while washing my face and doing other stuff. but in the cab, i was just thinking, if eileen didn't reply me late or even want to buy my textbooks, i would never have woken up before class started. if i hadn't taken those courses with eileen, i'd have never known her. if i had never taken those courses with those textbooks, i wouldn't be selling them to her today! and the list went on and on and it totally blew my mind!!! haha. seriously.

and when i got to class, there were no more seats and it wasn't my usual class because i was going for a make-up so i had to sit RIGHT IN FRONT of the professor, as sleepy as i was. and then, after all that, eileen didn't meet me to buy the books so i'm meeting her later. and here i am now in my second class of the day, finance. i'm so dead because i drifted off to "sleep" (refer to above) and now i don't know what's going on though my face is good at showing that i do. and i shouldn't be blogging if i'm in this situation.

yes, you shouldn't.

i know.

this is a totally useless post.

i know.

the finance prof seems to be rather poetic. that was a conclusion i had reached in the first half of the lesson but now, it's the second half and i've already forgotten what poetic things it was that he said. i only remember that he was poetic because..well...finance and poetry?

aargh why does everyone look like they understand? maybe, they have the same super-power as me.

shut up and pay attention.

ok.