Sunday, January 15, 2006

sometimes, i get the feeling that time has gone on while i have been standing still. and sometimes, it feels like i've gone on while time has been standing still. sometimes, i wish time and i stood still in a particular moment forever. sometimes, a moment can feel like forever. sometimes, that moment sings. sometimes, that moment stings. sometimes, that moment sings yet stings and stings yet sings. sometimes, i don't even know what time it is. sometimes, i know the time too well. sometimes, i live in the anticipation of another time. sometimes, i live in the anxiety of a time gone by. sometimes, time and i are in harmony. sometimes, time and i are in a wrestling match. sometimes, it seems like there is no time. sometimes, it seems like i have all the time in the world. sometimes, it seems like you have no time. sometimes, it seems like you have all the time in the world. sometimes, i just need a timeout from time. sometimes, i wish i could turn back time. sometimes, i wish i could fast-forward time, except that i don't know what to fast-forward it to, perhaps any time but this time. sometimes, i say "i'll do it some time" too much. sometimes, "some time" never arrives. sometimes, "some time" departs too soon. sometimes, i don't know when is the time to. sometimes, i don't know when is the time to...stop.

2 comments:

jiahuiiii said...

i can totally relate to what u are writing! there are so so many times where i've felt that time has gone on so cleanly without me and i hate that.

but we all catch up with time at one point or another. i'm different from you - i don't want time and me to stand still in a particular moment forever. i favour for us to move forward together.

your entry sounds like u could do with a break... well if u need to, just do it! i can be ur toilet bowl just like u were mine last term! take care, sweetie!

Reenie said...

hey jiahui! haha on the contrary, i'm pretty alright. still taking easy, maybe far too easy! it was just that time of night and the thoughts about time were just rolling by, like clouds. poof they're gone now. but thanks for the toilet bowl offer! might take you up on it SOMETIME, you never know! =P