all showered and feeling great. the rain's pitter-pattering above me, wouldn't be so beautiful if it wasn't for the roof over my head. and for that, thankful i should be. and for alot of other things as well.

"aqueous transmission" by incubus is finding its way through the speakers into me ears. great song, that is. a rare find for a band like incubus. it's great to be alive today! ever got this kind of feeling? when you've not even done anything spectacular the whole day and yet, a joyous tune keeps playing in your heart all the while? when you smile at the simplest of things? it's like everything has been coated with a certain sweetness. and then you start getting all poetic and long-winded like i'm doing now. cos no matter how many words you can find, it's still not enough to describe this unexplainable joy?

"in my place" by coldplay has taken over and is conquering my being now. it's been playing in my mind the whole day, the soundtrack of my life today. don't you have one too? a soundtrack for the movie of your life? like how songs just seem to find their way into your mind at the appropriate times, subconsciously even. sometimes it feels as though God is talking to me, through one of the things i love most, music. if you believe in God.

yet i know that life will not be like today everyday, or forever. nothing is permanent.this thought consoles and threatens me all at once. the bad days will not last, and the good days will come. and then the good days will fade away, giving way to more bad days. but hey, the good days always come again. and i live through those bad days and aim to survive because i'm always looking forward to those good days which i'm sure will always come. and the bad days just make me love and appreciate each and every second of each good day more. hey,we gotta have a little bit of faith sometimes, don't we?

i wish everyone could share in this joy i indulge in now. but there is a time for everything i guess...

and i gotta run!