bittersweet. just the way i like it. life, that is. a bittersweet symphony. which happens to be playing now. and so goes the day.

i like it when it's not so perfect. it's imperfections make me love it even more. then it has that certain glimmer, that certain shine. it becomes more beautiful. the kind of thing that makes me want to cry and smile at the same time. that makes me go "aah". like enya's music. like chocolate. like jimmy eat world. like sunsets. like U2. like coke. (but i'm getting over the addiction, i think.) like....soooo many things. what's there to love in this life, you ask? what's there not to, i say. like love.

doesn't a word start looking weird after you stare too long at it. that's what's happening to the word "like" now. what a weird-looking word. what kinda word is that? =P

so i screwed up some exam papers. but hey, i probably won't even remember i had term exams in late feb, 2003, many years down the road. what i'll remember is the simple things that made me smile and look forward to waking up every morning, even when my eyes screamed "nO!" and my body was stuck to the bed with some imaginary superglue.

i mean, there still are some things i wish i could do and i wish would happen and i know it might never happen. these things hang over my head like...dark clouds? but hey, dark clouds don't always stay in one place right? they either get blown away, or they burst into rain. and hey, what comes after the rain? go figure.

catch me if u can. good movie. that's what i think. incredible, the way he did all that. i'm in awe if it really did happen. it takes skill, man. skill. some people still owe me money for pizza today and for last week's movie. ahem. or i'll start charging 50% interest. haha. kidding!

alright then, better be taking my shower soon and be a-gettin' out of this uniform i've been wearing since 6.30am.

it was a good day. =)